God

God could be Gravity,
God could be Love,
God could simply be Belief,
flying blindly to the Stars above.

God could be a Prayer for Peace,
or a fervent request for Blessed release;
God could be a Wish for your well-being,
or a fulfillment of whatever you please!

God is Everyone,
God is Everything, without and within...
Perceiving Himself, through our Senses.

For there is no Code without a Coder, 
and no Program without a Programmer.

Yearessence

Days...Weeks... Months... a Year...

The sweet sad music of humanity,

my heart still doth hear.

Can't shut my ears,

can't hide my fears;

hurt hardens inside,

no more tears...

Be that Child, forever

In the womb of Mother Darkness,
a tiny bright light did glow;
tossed and turned by time and tide,
the tiny light, however, did grow.

Slow and steady, it shone ahead,
ignoring despair, focusing on hope instead;
For the child must show the way,
must look forward and not think of yesterday.

The past is gone, lost beyond recall,
fading pictures, dulling pain are all that echo,
in a large and otherwise empty hall.

Lose not yourself in the shadows of grief,
they will pull you down, bring you no relief.

Turn over a new leaf,
turn to self belief.

Solace

The burden I now bear,
is it any heavier,
than what it was before?

The absences are longer,
the resolve to resolve stronger;
yet am I ready to bear more?

Wish I could speak to you,
once and for all unravel and share;
I look around in hope,
but you are not there.

Could be

The seven heavens above,
The seven deadly sins below;
In between the battle ground,
of mind, body and soul.

Heaven and Hell,
Day and Night;
Good and Evil,
the endless fight.

It's victory for one
or the other;
There's always a soul
to win!

Internal Monologues

It spilleth again,
this rain, this pain;
The clouds rent asunder,
by the roar of thunder...
in still silence I look back and wonder!

Time hath not healed!
Recollection hath neither tempered nor steeled!
The memory doth neither wither nor fade!
Verily it is a blade of jade, verdant and alive!

Please resolve, yea dissolve;
this floe of ice into Thy river of compassion Lord,
for greater is Thy suffering and love!

Still regrets

You were a lonely voice
crying out in the night -
Hold my hand friend
and make it all right..
I haven't got the will to
stand up and fight.

But we hear you not fully
when you most needed us;
Were busy with other things
thinking Life is what life does.

No we realize
the heavy price we paid;
as the joy that could so simply have been ours
does disappear and fade.

Forgive me i pray
Every single lonely day;
to You and myself
to God and the Angels above...
Till we meet again,
in His land of Love.