The Eternal Instant

When a transition is so swift and imperceptibly instantaneous, like a Gamma burst for example that is supposed to be faster than light, then, would the observer experience it as a shift in his/her own consciousness first...? 

Temptation...and before.

I am but an apple collector in the garden of Eden,
making sure not one is left on the tree up the hill;
for with a bite forbidden,
it could well decide fate and freewill,
tearing the wrong away from the right,
in the twilight shadows that haunt the rising night.

I am sure I left none,
not even that unfortunate terrible one;
perhaps the serpentine coil,
that I did see,
hid the shame that would be,
and insidiously my effort did foil!

Now the darkness seems infinite...

God

God could be Gravity,
God could be Love,
God could simply be Belief,
flying blindly to the Stars above.

God could be a Prayer for Peace,
or a fervent request for Blessed release;
God could be a Wish for your well-being,
or a fulfillment of whatever you please!

God is Everyone,
God is Everything, without and within...
Perceiving Himself, through our Senses.

For there is no Code without a Coder, 
and no Program without a Programmer.

Yearessence

Days...Weeks... Months... a Year...

The sweet sad music of humanity,

my heart still doth hear.

Can't shut my ears,

can't hide my fears;

hurt hardens inside,

no more tears...

Be that Child, forever

In the womb of Mother Darkness,
a tiny bright light did glow;
tossed and turned by time and tide,
the tiny light, however, did grow.

Slow and steady, it shone ahead,
ignoring despair, focusing on hope instead;
For the child must show the way,
must look forward and not think of yesterday.

The past is gone, lost beyond recall,
fading pictures, dulling pain are all that echo,
in a large and otherwise empty hall.

Lose not yourself in the shadows of grief,
they will pull you down, bring you no relief.

Turn over a new leaf,
turn to self belief.

Solace

The burden I now bear,
is it any heavier,
than what it was before?

The absences are longer,
the resolve to resolve stronger;
yet am I ready to bear more?

Wish I could speak to you,
once and for all unravel and share;
I look around in hope,
but you are not there.

Could be

The seven heavens above,
The seven deadly sins below;
In between the battle ground,
of mind, body and soul.

Heaven and Hell,
Day and Night;
Good and Evil,
the endless fight.

It's victory for one
or the other;
There's always a soul
to win!

Internal Monologues

It spilleth again,
this rain, this pain;
The clouds rent asunder,
by the roar of thunder...
in still silence I look back and wonder!

Time hath not healed!
Recollection hath neither tempered nor steeled!
The memory doth neither wither nor fade!
Verily it is a blade of jade, verdant and alive!

Please resolve, yea dissolve;
this floe of ice into Thy river of compassion Lord,
for greater is Thy suffering and love!

Still regrets

You were a lonely voice
crying out in the night -
Hold my hand friend
and make it all right..
I haven't got the will to
stand up and fight.

But we hear you not fully
when you most needed us;
Were busy with other things
thinking Life is what life does.

No we realize
the heavy price we paid;
as the joy that could so simply have been ours
does disappear and fade.

Forgive me i pray
Every single lonely day;
to You and myself
to God and the Angels above...
Till we meet again,
in His land of Love.

Time Passages

Four months to this day,
has it been since you passed away;
into the great unknown.

Wrapped in mystery,
shrouded in silence;
your being gone, still doesn't make sense.

I pray that the prayers,
we so hopelessly send;
do somehow make an amend,
for what we did begin and what time did end.

Vaya Con Dios!

Oh Bro

flesh of my flesh,
blood of my blood;
estranged in body
connected in soul...

where art thou now?
dwell in the heart
of the One pure;
I pray you find
a heavenly cure.

I struck the board and cried 'no more'!

take away my pleasure,
take away my pain;
i am amazed at Thy creation,
but I don't wanna be born again!

oh what's the use, if it
makes no sense;
what matters whither one cometh from,
or goes whence?
:)

Tell me please

Was it Fate,
or Freewill;
My heart,
it does wonder still.

The way you came,
the way you went;
was it all done,
or as yet unspent?

A question that haunts,
and forever will;
Time for this once,
doth stand still.

Brother where you bound?

A few bones and teeth
are all I will be left with;
tomorrow, on your birthday, when I come to stir the ashes
of your funeral pyre.

Will you be watching me,
from a strange surreal sky?
For I will be looking for a sign,
through a tearful eye.

Walk we did together,
brothers in arms;
the battle we fought
none could understand.

Ahh time,
you win the game again;
you took away the hope...
you took away the pain.

Four seasons

Four seasons I have lived,
in the four months I have left behind me;
And here I stand once again,
watching a whole new tapestry.

The most uncommon sights
I do perceive;
nothing short of miracles
if you please;
With bated breath
I await,
the sweet knocks of serendipity,
and the usual twists of fate.

November's gone

Not even a vague memory,
but a dull ache;
November came and went,
before I could take!

Inconsolate yet

The pain of parting, after I let you go,
It's something I don't ever again want to know.

The ache is still just a thought away;
fresh, almost as if it happened just today.

Forgive me for the wrongs I have done to you,
in your very heart;
If destiny wills, I will be glad to play my part,
and make another fresh, clean start.

But that bewilderment and panic,
in your eyes;
wrenches my gut and the truth,
from my lies.

En Mass

Tonight, a thwarted nature
will claim its price;
stealing a thousand and more souls
shrouded by torrents that deceive our eyes.

But we, shall sleep and wake to another morn
while they, amidst fearsome throes,
shall from life' s breath be torn.

Helpless the world watches
as nature's furious anger lashes;
at man and beast, machine and stone,
glad at being a witness...and for now, for being left alone.

Hiatus Sayonara

When you are back
it's like you've never left;
there's hope,
there's inspiration, in the promise kept.

That Pink Rose...

In the early hours of the day
before the sun rose;
You stirred, woke.

To ask me for my name,
that unusual hour you chose;
as I sat silently pouring my heart to you.

Strangers no more,
We are now acquainted;
and I am wary of treading like a fool,
the path even angels fear to tread.

Still...I confess am glad for this day,
though it didn't all turn out my way;
Our moment shone through
the din and confusion ...a moment that did stay!